My Last Word

This is going to be my last entry on this blog.

Edit Insert For Clarification: I posted that I would delete the entry before this, NOT the entire blog. But the responses on that entry are getting too funny and absurd to remove. I will also not be deleting this entry. The blog as it stands now with the still posted entries will remain. The entries I have removed are not to hide anything, (which is stupid thinking when the cancers here have boasted about having copies! lol) but rather to remove my son's condition from further attack. I was asked to remove any entries that referenced him directly by a senior family member and out of respect I did. It would indicate only TOTAL malignancy on the part of the cancers who post here to deny me that respect.

I started this blog to expose a pattern of behaviour on the net which I had first run across on my lot. Those that exhibit this behaviour caused me to start looking around the net to see if it was a mylot phenom, or if indeed, the Internet world had given rise to a whole new breed of self expression. Sadly, the net was full of what I had encountered on my lot.

Now every writer knows that your best writing comes out of your own experience. So using my experience I wrote about Internet Cancers as evidenced by certain users on my lot. I named them as a warning to new my lot members or other social site users. I classified their particular type of behaviours using the best analogy I knew - which was the use of the word cancer. I dubbed these people cancer cells. There are myriad types of cancers and because no two people are exactly alike, their behaviour varies according to their individuality, but within the analogy, just like lymphoma, melanoma and other classifications are still cancers, these 'cells' were still cancerous in their behaviour, individually and collectively.

I make no apologies for my analogy because there was nothing more fitting to make my point. The behaviour I wanted to illustrate was that of closed minded, insidious, soul destroying, foul and sickening tunnel vision types in activity and expression. Just like cancer. Exactly like cancer. It strikes, it rests, it strikes again and each time around, it's worse. There is no getting away from it once it takes hold. It will come at you out of the blue, it will find a weakness and exploit it, it will make your life a living hell. Anyone who has had to deal with 'real' cancer knows what I mean and can't deny the truth of what I've said. So too with 'virtual' cancer cells of the human behavioural kind,is the scenario the same. So the analogy stands as valid. Those named object - of course they do. Just as 'real' cancer objects to the treatment that kills them. There of course is the argument that cancer caught in time can be cured. But not without radical treatment and for the rest of a former cancer patients life, the threat of it's return remains. There is no getting away from that.
Where people who exhibit cancerous behaviour are concerned, perhaps early childhood intervention would have 'cured' their behavioural patterns which came to fruition in later life, but here on the net, people are for the most part beyond the age of intervention and are therefore confirmed in their behaviour.

I attempted here to put to rest my experience with these people on my lot, to expose them as a warning to others and to get the effect of their sickness out of my own system. They objected. Not, I don't for one minute believe, because of what I said, but more because their behaviour had been recorded and spoken out against and I refused to back down when they retaliated. They objected to being called cancers, totally and relentlessly missing the whole point of the analogy. After my first few posts, I posted about other cancers on the net, and they didn't even blink at those entries because - well they personally weren't front and centre in them. lol Quite a bit of narcissism at work with them there.They will even believe that this entry is entirely about them and them only. They will never see the broader picture. They never have.

After my 'final'banning from my lot in May I didn't return to my lot in the manner these cancer cells delusionaly believe. But I was constantly being sent email after email about certain users there who just couldn't see themselves as responsible for any wrong doing or more importantly, see themselves the way other sane and rational people viewed them. So they continued to carry on and carry on unchecked with their cancerous behaviour towards others as well as me.
Some of them carried their hurt pride directly into my off line life and used and abused my identity and my name. So it was my turn to fight back and set the record straight. When I got back on line (moving and other things had me off the net for quite some time) I determined to meet these cancers post for post. Nothing I have posted here in a negative vein about them has NOT been backed up with quotes from their own mouths. And every comment they have left on this blog has only proven to all readers - EXCEPT THEM - just how true my analogy of them is.

I have not used this blog to keep the world up to date on my day to day life. I have not used it to attack unmercifully the private lives, families or lifestyles of the cancers I've named. But that has not stopped them from attacking me and then demanding that I take down this blog because their net names are on it. LOL (Change your net name then if you don't want people to recognize you in other places). But to vilify me and my family and my life, of which they know none of the details, and to demand that I be the one to provide proof of this and that, when the proof is already before them, is the height of arrogance. I haven't used this blog to demand that THEY disappear from the net,just from my life, and to change their behaviour. I have used this blog to expose their kind of behaviour which is becoming more and more prevalent with other users on the net, and to put a mirror up to them in the hopes that they would be educated enough to do something about the damage they cause and the ugliness that they spread around so freely.

The fight that I have endured here nearly succeeded in bringing me down to their level. But I was not raised, or naturally inclined, to low life thinking and I post this last entry because unlike some, I CAN and have many times, risen above such mind sets.

So to you cancer cells that are and will forever remain wallowing in your own self-righteousness and skewed view of your own realities, I say good luck. As I have often said, Karma gets us all in the end don't you know. But I am no longer interested in being around when it happens to you. I will not post replies to your comments nor will I visit the blog you are sure to start about me. I am moving on and beyond. I trust however, that you will stay true to form and remain exactly where you are in your behaviour and mindset.

Sadly, "evil grows in cracks and holes and lives in peoples minds". In this virtual reality world we live in so much of our time, this kind of evil is rampant. I want no part of it anymore. I want peace in my valley and love in my heart. For those of you who cannot accept that I am capable of such higher thinking - well I believe God is taking notes and it's not up to me to second guess what He decides for you or even me for that matter. But you can bet that your willingness to take the low road rather than the high road is not going unnoticed by anyone except like minded people.

It hurts to think that you will go on to new targets and new victims. But that is the nature of evil and I am only one person, and I have done my bit to stem your tide. It's up to others now to take up the gauntlet of justice where your type of behaviour is concerned. My society doesn't think or live on the level of deliberate misunderstanding, foul language, personal attacks on innocents, or any of your other stocks in trade. I refuse to feed your mania's anymore.

Edit: March 9/08: I have posted that is my last entry. But the 'biters' insist on
abusing posters here and therefore I have decided to delete their comments and will
not be accepting any others. I have walked away from this blog and will not give in to the biters taunting or allow anymore libel of my family, myself or my friends here.